Sunday, April 15, 2007

Stupid Boy...

I remember a few years back there were these shirts, and angered a lot of parents. The one I remember the most was, " Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them!" While I think it's funny, I actually wish I had one of these shirts right now.

Last night I went to the Masquerade, and this silly boy ,who we kinda have a fling, was supposed to meet me there.

We had talked on the phone a few times, exchanged a few stupid Myspace comments, and I think(lemme stress the THINK, part here) we went on a fun little date a few nights ago. I am 2 years his senior, he is cute, fun to be around, and just makes me smile. Nothing to special about him, I just like being around him.

Well we talk, and he says, " Yeah, I'll be there around midnight." I was in a perky mood, just waiting there by myself. Feeling awkward as hell, standing alone by myself. Well 12:30 rolls around, and I call him... No answer? 1AM comes and goes, and still no call or text message...

2:15 comes around and I am about to leave. As I am leaving I get a text, and it reads, " Hey sry I kinda got drunk with Josh, and I couldn't drive there, and forgot to call ya... do u wanna cum over!?"

Bois can be so silly sometimes, can I throw a rock at this one?

Cheers,

Carl Sagan's Cosmos

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Taking My Heart, Sing It!

Spring is here, and in the air. Minus the fact that last week we had 30 degree weather, in Georgia, and in the middle of April at that!

I was talking with someone the other night. We were sitting at Caribou in Midtown, and just talking about this year and what we have planned. Somehow we got onto the issue of relationships, and he brought up how he loves the guy he is dating. He was telling me how they have been dating for three weeks now, and their cute little dates they go on.

While I was happy for him, it just made me feel empty and blank inside. In all honesty I have had one boyfriend, over 18 months ago. I have dated people, and some of them I really have liked. It's just I tend to neglect the people I date. Not on purpose, but because I have more important matters to attend to in my life.

I have 4 brothers, and a single mother. I am the only one who can drive, so I tend to be their own personal limo driver. On top of that I have work, and school. My schedule is so nik-picked for time at times I don't see how I follow it.

Oh well, useless post, and just venting.

Cheers,

The Case Of The Jitters